I just want to say I found it incredibly rude of whoever it was who sent that ask to the main about Lilly. Everyone here has had their days, and in some cases weeks of their being in depression, and moping in the ooc. I’ll admit I’m one of them. And it’s incredibly insensitive to pick out one single person, especially when that person tries her hardest to be nice and happy all the time. She’s always put the rp and the players in it first, ahead of herself. Always.
Excuse her for being human! And last I checked, potential new players can’t see the ooc blog, so how would they know in order to be deterred from joining? Not that she was really being that much of a downer in the ooc. Because to be honest I’ve seen other people be way worse. She was being relatively mild to some of the things I’ve seen in there.
Lilly is an amazing admin and an even more amazing person. She made one post just to give the players an update on what was going on, because some were wondering where she was and what was going on. It shouldn’t be a crime to soothe the inquiries of the curious members.
What I find the most shameful, is she is obviously going through something, and instead of having the balls to message her directly on Willow or one of her other accounts and have a mature conversation about, “hey, maybe you should lighten up a little,” you send an ask to the main, anonymously, so they have no choice but to publish it to the public in order to respond to it. That doesn’t encourage people to send in applications for an RP.
That woman has done more for this RP than anyone. She’s cared for it, loved it, taken care of the members, been the most understanding admin anyone could ever ask for, and then you treat her like that? This RP is her baby, and it saddens me someone could over look all the great things she’s done for us. She’s almost always online, she talks to everyone, replies to everyone’s starters, tries to make every member feel included, especially when some people only talk to certain people.
I may be offending some people, and I realize this is a long rant, but really… I just don’t care. I thought everyone in this roleplay was family. I thought we all cared about each other. But for someone to push out the person who brought us all together? And then NO ONE seems to care Lilly’s left? …I can’t be a part of that. I just can’t go on in this RP knowing one of us are the reason Lilly’s gone, that one of us practically shoved her out the door. And I feel sorry for the ones who can look past it. I’m not looking to start a big fight, I just wanted to say what I felt. As me, because I’m not afraid of how others will perceive me. I refuse to hide behind an anonymous face.
That’s it. I hope you’re all happy. And I’m leaving. You can go ahead and unfollow me, Noah, and Roxanne. Because I can’t stay here anymore. It’s not worth it without the person who cares more about us than anyone.
He’ll never know how much he means to me, because it’s impossible to put into words.
I don’t think she realized how big of an effect she has on me.
Eric basically couldn’t get Lucreca out of his mind since the first day they hung out together. He found an attraction towards her like no other. It was as if he lost himself around her. There was something about her that just latched onto him, looking at every little detail about her. Grinning, Eric winked at her, making sure she saw. “What can I say, I have a secy girlfriend who helps me in that department. He felt a tug on his heart when she said he was sexy as well.
Not wanting their lips to part the moment he learned in, it was almost like she was his one and only drug he was addicted to. His hands moved up her body when her hands went around his neck. His hair being played with almost made him moan against her lips until he made himself pull away from her. Biting down on his lip at her words, he felt his pants get a little tight before being pushed. “Fuck, you can’t just do that baby!” He laid back on the bed almost as if there was nothing but sexual tension in the room. “I’m thinking I need sex..” He muttered before pushing himself off the bed and going towards the door where he through his arm around Lucreca, kissing her temple, leaving the room.
Lucreca was unable to express how she felt about Eric. How she had felt about him the moment they first hung out. It was near impossible to explain. Especially when he had broken up with the girl he was dating just so he could be with Luc. And not once did she ever fear he’d do the same to her if he found someone else. Because of the way she felt about him, she knew he wouldn’t find someone else. There was no doubt in her mind that they were meant to be together.
Eric’s lips felt amazing against her own, and every time they met, Luc never wanted them to part. But they always did, and Luc yearned for it to begin again. She giggled at his reaction when she had pushed him away. Her eyes glancing over his frame as he laid on the bed, she continued to watch him as he spoke out and then got up. She smirked as he kissed her temple and she followed him out of the room. “Don’t worry, plenty of time for that later,” she said with a little wink.
Luc lead the way to the sun room, where they would be having lunch. “Hey, momma, hey papa,” she said with a smile, kissing both on the cheek before taking her seat and patting the spot next to her for Eric to sit.
I went to see my dad for a few days to wor things out.. Got really annoyed in the end. It’s find baby.
I see. He didn’t try anything, right? I thought after our last visit maybe he’d straighten up…
What happened honey bunches of oats?
What did you do?
I went for a walk, went swimming, played volleyball, rocked out with some friends.